In the depths of my misery, I wait for you, my God; I long for you; and look for you; delight in you and hope in you…my God.
“From my youth, I have borne your trials…like a deaf person, I did not speak, I did not open my mouth…”
Give me the grace of surrender, Lord, in the depths of my solitude, my misery, my pain.
Every day you pour out goodness, blessings of rain on my thirsty empty soul.
In the midst of this deadly silence, you showed me an orchid, strong and stalwart; I marveled at the strength of it stalk; its leaves, its blooms; its strong constitution; the strength and stalwartness that permeated its being.
You are that strength, my God.
You are that beauty; that resilient beauty that illuminates it, that makes it glisten and shine.
O, Therese, you who said you were not an orchid, not a rose, not a lily…you best understand my soul, you who are a little helpless flower, blown apart by the wind…If I disintegrate, I will fall to pieces in God…o, Therese, you understand this…yet, o God, all I have is yours; every breath, every song, every tear, every prayer and praise.
in you I rejoice and sing praise; in you, my soul hopes and I am helped…